Wanting to shut the world out. To be alone in my mind. How to embrace the new of the day. It feels at times, that everything is coming at you, from every direction possible. You are trying to grasp. Everything seems to have complexity attached. When all that you are wanting, is just a little simplicity. Life says NO! Embrace that complexity and grow into possibilities. Expand your mind. Experience the struggle and create something greater than expected. Push your box lid open. Explore and push your self to a new level of existence. Open your mind to your potential of the knowing heart. Open your mind’s boundaries, lean into the new beginnings, you have been asking for.
As they say “everything you need is all ready around you”. When you think about it, it is. It is your true reality you have turned a blind eye towards. Creation is trying to show you differently, but you have trained your mind to see NO, it’s not possible. When you know, to remove the shackles it begins with realizing where you are. Now… how to begin?!
So much is brewing in my mind these last couple of weeks. Easing into a new world. The frost covered goose, in the calm of the morning. Just represents, the seed, the desire, the beginning, the ending, the metamorphic process’ needed for the possibility.
Clanking links of the shackles, that bound you to the hurt, the pain, life was showing to you. That clanking…leaving you to feel naked for that protective layer, it’s not there. What you use to grab on to…it’s not there. You feel that bareness of the newness on your skin. This is where your patience and trust of the moment must come into play.
Taking ownership of what was and is, realizing it is you that has created it. It is you, that must learn to grow into, instead, out of. Trusting that you are heading in a direction you have always known you to be. It really is like the dying old, that will allow the ability to step in the new.
Feeling uncomfortable, yet comfortable. Knowing, but not. Believing and hoping. Trusting, yet unsure. So many differences wrapped in to one. Feeling like I need to do more. What more do I need. Feeling like I am trying to be someone, that doesn’t believe in or has not taken responsibility for “ME”. That I just didn’t, do anything. In my head, I was doing right. Now, feeling like the past, I was in a tunnel of constant tumble. Which way was UP! … Gotta Let go, learn, forgive, be all you are in this moment, for this is all you are. Everything you have experienced, has it purpose. EMBRACE ALL!!! Because that is what makes… YOU! Wrapped in the seed, covered in frost wanting to be at peace with the moment. With buried head in wings, protecting from the incoming. Waiting to FLY!!!
